my precious.

my baby Raven is a big big girl now. awwww <3 :'( hahaha! i love her so much so much shoooo much! 

so tiny!

imitating her mother (my sister) taking out fake eyelashes immediately after her mother went to bath. and tell me "my mother do this everday" hahahaha! so cute la! she knows how to wear lens also! my sister cnt tahan her. everyday imitate her before going out. HAHAHAHA

she is so pretty! isn't she? meltzzzzz. T___T

raining friday.

stress stress stress ahhh. how to study for finals?! shoooo difficult, shooo limited time. cant blame anyone tho. hmmmph.

i got problems with ma hair again. how ahh? lol. i need to cut and dye. but nohhhh time. no time. and pocket tight. and i wan to save money for plastic surgery. LOL

anyhooo, shabu on...... dunno which day already. damn long ago. dint eat a lot that day, diet plan very much needed plssss. :(

din din at pyramid with xiao ern few days back. pizza hut cravings satisfied. :))) went to walk around a little whilst waiting for her friends and spotted a pants i like so so so much! hopping happily into the shop....... NO SIZE LAHHHHHHH. ughhhhhh fml to infinity.

but totally forgotten about the pants after that bcs DINNER TIME. heheheh. yums yums. the chicken wings (y).

<3<3

forgot to mention i got serious stomach-expanded problem. lol. my stomach can fit so much that no matter how much i ate, it is forever 70% full. ): i damn scare la later my stomach-expand-sickness getting more serious then i dunno to what extend my body is going to EXPAND as well. my god. my mommy

is going to kill me if she knows i keep gaining weight!

oh ya! i am so into bruno mars recently <3 tryna think back i actually dun have any english singer that i super love? i think dun really have. and bruno mars is the first one i swear! how to resist his voice and his music! 'take a long way home' and 'talking to the moon' are my current favorite. this two aren't the best, there are many many more and i LOVE all of them!

btw, it is study break now tats why i am kinda free lol. raining so heavily outside. perfect time to nap!  imma take a nap first and wake up and STUDY! x.x gogogog!

R.I.P

我的妈妈好伤心今天，她哭了。:(

我也好伤心因为我不开心妈吗哭了。我不停告诉她不哭，但是她没有听，她还是哭，她大身对我说怎么不哭，那个人不可以活回来了。我听见妈吗哭我好伤心。

我觉得他好坏哦，为舍么他那么不appreciate他的命。我知道我不好，可是他把我的妈妈弄得好伤心。我也非常伤心，为他的家人。

我要妈吗长命百岁，天天开心，我可以用我的全部换给妈妈的天天快乐。真的。 只要她建康平安。:(

最近都好烦哦，assignment 完了还没休息又要stress for finals. year 2 真的不容易，原本要开始负习了，但是又要担心妈吗，不知道她舍么时候才会 cheer up. haix.

mommy, 不要哭了。 :'(

XE's 21st BIRTHDAY*

pretty sexy xiao ern's 21st birthday party at seremban :D

the cake designed by herself ! so pinkish and girlish. suit her so much lohhh. she one day dun do mani and pedi she can die. serious shit.

teeeheee! :D:D

so cuteeee la my xiao ern :D:D hehehe.

waiken aka the che san. he drove us there! so niceyy. then me sy and kee ang :D

my girlfriends <3

me and yong qin hwa. :D i think she looks much better with short hair lohh.

lastly, my cutie darling of course ;) she damn cute can and idk why i tried so hard to look like a gorilla loh. -.-

after we back from seremban. we went to nom nom roti telur near woowoo's house. then home then sleep then start to dream then the next day omg xiao ern is 21 already!

took damn a lot pics tat day lahh but i lazy already. x.x

next post will be our shabu-shabu dinner :D hehe.

p/s: hello my eye fast fast recover :( my right eye is bengkak and red and pain. i need to close the eye when there is light. cause my eye cannot take it. my eye sick liaw. she very sad she need to rest :(

hectic.

super very damn so busy recently! :'( assignment is killing me. sobs. i dun understand why i take this subject since i am not interested in investment at all. not a bit. dun say invest laaa, gamble 1 ringgit also i ngmmm seh tak. lolol i am stingy :p cause i cnt afford to lose money like that. i only spent on FOOD. wowwhooo. 

after assignment then finals! 我的天 ahhhh x.x 

and i wanna blog about my xiao ern's 21st birthday party soon! damn a lot of picturessss! :D 

slip away

went one utama yesterday with sy and ms! 

dinner at this chinese restaurant but i have forgotten the name. :x the food is considered nice and the price is average. not cheap but not expensive as well.

thats all. i cannot think of anything else to write. D:

and

today is xiao ern's 21st birthday yo!

going seremban later to attend her super grant birthday party. :D haha! kay needa go get ready now.

p/s: i am very worried for my assignment! x.x and finals approaching! gosh why so torturing. lol

hair post

this post is dedicated to my baby hair especially. they hate me so much for chopping off them short and they very not united ever since then. not united as in they built one longkang. you will understand later. lolol and all the pictures damn low quality coz taken using phone. lazy to bring my camera out with me. unless i got a new one ;( greedy. 

this is me. not obvious meh. 

my fringe was still long. 

before yen mei turn into miss universe.hahaha. this caption is for one picture above. idk the html got some problems and i cannot type under that picture. lol 

xiao ern and yen mei! :D 

force yen mei to take this picture for me bcs my hair is flying high high :D lol.

egg tarts from gracieee <3  so nice :D pose with my long fringe. lol! sorry la, already mentioned this is a hair post. 

meishan preparing the food and miss universe at the back! ok la i scare she scold me; meishan preparing the food and yen mei at the back! ok or not woowoo? ;D 

and tadaaa my short fringe :( shorter than this actually after i wash. i wan to apply hair wax or something to stick my fringe to the side everyday until my fringe grow back long long. i keep asking the hairstylist to cut shorter. then after that only i realize OMFG TOO SHORT. 

one big pot of vegetables :D damn nice la. steamboat at home is the best uhhh. got air-con so comfortable dun have to walk here and there to snatch food. drink ribena loud loud and talk loud loud laugh loud loud and watch tv loud loud. so shiok. 

yenmei and grace :D 

shihyian and me. see la my fringe, too short until cannot side swept, keep falling to the other side. got one longkang in between already. 

ok this is the last picture. (i wont comment on my hair anymore i swear. hahah!)while waiting for waiken for the ice cream delivery. :D 

gotta continue my assingment. haixxxxxxx. bye!