non-stop telling myself to eat the leek because it doesn't worth to get myself so fcking angry to the extend that i can feel imma vomit blood anytime soon. i bite my lips, hold a fist, bend my brows every.single.time without fail.
i am not the kind that cry easily. crying bring shame i always think. however i cried cause i was really angry. angry of myself why cant i be more merciless. (ehh but i think i am already quite stone-hearted). shits always happen.
i am a very straight-forward person.there is no way to pretend as if i like where actually in the bottom of my heart i cant wait to stab her/him. instead, i dun give a damn hows she/he doing. dun even mention looking into their eyes. dislike means i hate i loathe i cant wait for you to disappear in my life. yeaa i am explosive. lol
what is yours, will come to you. what is not meant to be yours, it never will.
i need to work off. and shouting out everything here makes me feels so much better. i am smiling now :D hah!
*dun tally yourself with this. if you love to, then i am speechless. :)
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